Open Mic: My Prayer

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With such heartache my pen longed for that far taste with equivalent
war frames.
I am longing to write it down? 
With anger I despite it now. 
I am insecure about my consistency,
childishly free without the lies of your needs.
So I have spoken,
not once but twice but thrice I could have aimed for that
correct aiming match.
My heart is emptying now,
because the page is broken found.
Say I have awoken, how? 
You do not understand the profound token now.
It seems to be energy,
pleasing not cleverly.

I want to describe,
the house that I lived in.
A warzone of words,
perfection is berserk.
It was too rough,
a second childhood.
I have seen too much. 
It took me so long to touch
and realize that I knew all along.

The strongest emotion I ever felt in my entire life is hatred of pain.

Lord god, you are the only one who truly loves me. Please save me from my ugly surroundings. 

Talk to the pain and tell it to leave me alone. 

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Alien365 Members Profile Send Private Message Find Members Posts Add to Buddy List Groupie Joined: 31 December 2020 Status: Offline Points: 43	Post Options Post Reply Quote Alien365 Report Post Likes(0) Quote Reply Topic: My Prayer Posted: 10 September 2025 at 11:05pm
	With such heartache my pen longed for that far taste with equivalent war frames. I am longing to write it down? With anger I despite it now. I am insecure about my consistency, childishly free without the lies of your needs. So I have spoken, not once but twice but thrice I could have aimed for that correct aiming match. My heart is emptying now, because the page is broken found. Say I have awoken, how? You do not understand the profound token now. It seems to be energy, pleasing not cleverly. I want to describe, the house that I lived in. A warzone of words, perfection is berserk. It was too rough, a second childhood. I have seen too much. It took me so long to touch and realize that I knew all along. The strongest emotion I ever felt in my entire life is hatred of pain. Lord god, you are the only one who truly loves me. Please save me from my ugly surroundings. Talk to the pain and tell it to leave me alone.